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Forgive Yourself


   

        Have you ever looked in a mirror and truly liked the person you saw? Most people can't remember the last time this happened. This is because we often become our own worst enemy, acting as our own judge and jury. We are usually much harder on ourselves than we would be on a stranger.

            Self-hatred isn't always obvious. It can be subtle things like rejecting compliments but holding onto criticism for years. It’s when you can forgive others but not yourself. It also looks like constantly replaying embarrassing moments from the past or trying to be perfect to feel worthy of love. This critical voice in your head has been taking away years of your life.
            Many of us think these feelings are normal, and that everyone has this critical voice. But they are not normal; they are learned behaviors that can be unlearned. Self-hatred is like being in a constant state of emotional debt, where you feel you have to earn your right to exist and be happy.

            This behavior often starts when we are young. Maybe you made a mistake as a child and learned "I am something wrong" instead of "I did something wrong." Or you learned that love was conditional and based on your performance. Later, when you made more mistakes, you collected them as proof that you were broken.

            The reason we can't forgive ourselves isn't because we are bad. It's because we've decided that our mistakes mean something terrible about who we are. You didn't just make a mistake; you decided you were a mistake. Once you believe this, forgiveness becomes impossible.
            You can't hate or punish yourself into becoming a better person. The person you’ve been hating for years isn't even real anymore. You have grown and changed. Your mind is punishing a past version of you for something that is already over. Self-forgiveness is about realizing that you are not your mistakes. You are a human who was doing the best you could at the time.

            To truly forgive yourself, you need to first understand that forgiveness is a choice to stop punishing yourself for being human. It’s about being as kind to yourself as you would be to a loved one. Second, separate what you did from who you are. You are not your actions or your thoughts. Third, you must let yourself grieve the time you lost because of self-hatred. Finally, you have to choose kindness every day. Your brain has practiced self-hatred for a long time, so this new way of thinking will take time and patience.

            When you finally forgive yourself, you will start making decisions from a place of love, not fear. You will take risks and speak up because you trust yourself. You will stop apologizing for existing. This self-forgiveness also helps you stop judging others. When you are kind to yourself, you are kind to the world. You realize that the person you've been all along is actually wonderful.

            The journey to forgiveness is not always easy. The old critical voice will come back sometimes. When this happens, don't see it as a failure. See it as a chance to practice forgiveness in that moment. The goal is not to stop all critical thoughts, but to notice them and respond with compassion instead of more criticism. This is how you rewire your brain for self-love. Every small choice to be kind to yourself is a victory.


Citation:
Night Drive. (2025, August 9). You're Wasting Your Life Hating Yourself [Video]. YouTube. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHLqDDtW5Es

 
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